Hey everyone ;)
Yes I had to have a longer shower than normal this morning I was slightly tired and maybe slightly hungover ;) I smoked again last night ( I had quit but not publicised the fact because I know my will power is abysmal )
So I text "B" last night to my detriment and I think by talking to "You" on MSN about "B" I well and truly destroyed my chances with "You".....
The last message I got off "B" last night was 'I'm glad we got stuff sorted out this week ;)' which is very open ended but using my own special brand of paranoia I have over thought every thing and not contacted ehr and I need to relax and let it run its course.....
It was her idea for me to get my feelings out of Pandora's box, you know the little black one at the back of your head that you bury everything that you wanna forget or is too painful to deal with or you just don't want to deal with......
So I got them out on show and left them there but then I couldnt stop thinking about them and I over thought and in turn over complicated the issues and oh bugger and rampant turnips why couldn't I just relax!
Well I need a bloody cigarette now and I don't think I should have one but I am without a doubt single !
8 comments:
I'm hoping that they will come out with breathalyzers for cell phones one of these days. Unless you're under a certain amount you can't call or text anything to anyone!
I've often felt the same rule should apply to me around any Internet-connected PC. I tend to do some really crazy things online when I'm really fatigued. I don't drink much, but being super-tired is often enough to render me in the same state.
A belated hi from Michele's today. Great to e-read ya1
I don't text or smoke, so I guess I'm in the clear.
here via michele
I am with Prego on this one. Nice of you to visit my site. Mucho thanks! :)
Here from Michele.
Texting just doesn't have that quality of the voice and just a voice doesn't have the same quality and emotion of talking face to face. Things seem to get more confused with the written word, texted word, or spoken word.... talking face to face is never a guarantee but it usually gives a more clear picture of what the other is really feeling.
All this from someone who has been divorced for 18 years... so...never mind. And good luck.
And good luck from me too. Visiting from Michele's
Ha - no drunk texting!
Good luck quitting smoking! Here via Michele's.
Yes, I've blogged and e-mailed after drinking a bit and it's not a good idea. Oh, and my sympathies on the quitting smoking thing. It's tough, tough, tough! Hang in there!
Michele sent me!
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