Don't blog, text or call under the influence ;)

Hey everyone ;)

Yes I had to have a longer shower than normal this morning I was slightly tired and maybe slightly hungover ;) I smoked again last night ( I had quit but not publicised the fact because I know my will power is abysmal )

So I text "B" last night to my detriment and I think by talking to "You" on MSN about "B" I well and truly destroyed my chances with "You".....

The last message I got off "B" last night was 'I'm glad we got stuff sorted out this week ;)' which is very open ended but using my own special brand of paranoia I have over thought every thing and not contacted ehr and I need to relax and let it run its course.....

It was her idea for me to get my feelings out of Pandora's box, you know the little black one at the back of your head that you bury everything that you wanna forget or is too painful to deal with or you just don't want to deal with......

So I got them out on show and left them there but then I couldnt stop thinking about them and I over thought and in turn over complicated the issues and oh bugger and rampant turnips why couldn't I just relax!

Well I need a bloody cigarette now and I don't think I should have one but I am without a doubt single !