Bad day..... Real shite day actually!!!

Its been bad,

Mr Hyde is trying to get out

Too much caffienne, too much everything

Too much.............

Shaking, spiralling, alone, here he comes an the darkness surrounds
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I might stay put

I have been giving some thought to moving blogs or setting up a new blog recently.

Why? You ask?

Well my past began to catch up with me, from before I was diagnosed with the bipolar! I have done some shameful things in my past and Im as guilty of them now as I was then. I have apologised to alot of people for some of the things, in fact scratch that almost all of the things I did I have apologised for and yet people still don't get that I am only half and half when I have an episode whether it be a an up episode or a down episode.

I could try explaining bipolar but there are so many different definitions and explainations and forum arguements I'll just google it for you

Anyway, I decided not to move I decided just to stick put moderate my posts and enjoy my blog.

In news, I have been in my new place for 5 weeks now and its really, really homely.

Im starting to get a little bored with being single now, Its been 4 Years and 4 Months now and although I have never really dated in my life I am thinking it might be time to start.

Me and my new business partner are joining the local Gym on the 1st of October in a joint effort to lose weight so mybe that will boost my efforts and my self confidence and hopefully help my social life.....

I took my new business partner and her husband out for a meal on friday and it was a fantastic meal and it was nice to do something socialable and 'adult' which is something I havent really done much of in the past 4 years

Anyway CSI is on now so im off

Be well

L Out

This blog is Going private

Hi Guys,

This blog is going private for all those wishing to have a read and keep up to date with my insane dribblings drop me an email

if you've been lurking drop my a blog you read or a blog we both read so I can identify how you found me :)

Message to a follower who thinks she knows me

Read the blog

I have my Personal debt being managed

I had 5 ex'es in my old town that still live there more that don't

Oh and If you read the blog you'd realise I have changed in such a way that I am in. No comparison to the Lee of old

For any harm done I can only apologise

To All and victims of Lee

Be Well
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What's been going on

Hi Everyone :)

I know you've missed me, yes you have stop trying to hide it :)

Well I'm employed now, I've moved 33 miles north to be nearer my new job, which I am loving and is keeping me a little close to the edge.

Ifor instance wednesday and thursday of this week I had minor episodes in the afternoon and had to go lie down. Other than that I'm happier and more relaxed and more me than I have been in a long time.

I realised only last week that another thing that moving has done for me is helped me escape from a decade of ex's which is always good.

I have become somewhat of a twitterholic of late and would appreciate the follow @leebrookes or @beacon4business for the new job :)

If your on twitter and you want some fune people to follow

@avitable
@missbritt
@ladypenelope
@netchick
@warrencass

All worth a follow :)

The new job is helping me stay on top of technology more than ever which is always good so I'm a happy bunny
So everything is going swimmingly at the moment and other than being really busy I couldn't be happier

Tweet me up peeps

L out
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Not blogged workin too damn hard

Blame my new boss peeps, She's pushing me like a slave driver :)

Not that I'm complaining its great to be at the start of something so new and exciting (but don't tell her she's a bit of a control FREAK (with a capital F) )

I've been on a week long training course this week under her tutalage *spelling* and its been good for a multitude of reasons one I get to see how good she is at her job and she is very good at it (obviously enjoys what she does) and I get to learn new stuff which I love its probably my fourth favourite hobby (***, reading, eating) just in case you wondered.

This week has been long though I am sat on my second train of the day ( overcast but muggy) at 751am o.n Friday morning waiting to leave after setting off at just after 6am and I won't be getting in until gone six so its been a week of exhaustive 12 hour days. Enjoyable twelve hour days but after getting in and eating my body goes into shutdown

So that's why I haven't posted this week !

The other weeks well I've been busy!

Some good news for 12 year old boys everywhere this morning Michael Jackson died !

A sad loss for music some will say and I feel for his family and children but I won't miss the man !

On other news I'm down south on a training course on Tuesday with the new boss so busy busy busy

Ill try an post more regulary

L out
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Long time gone

I had late news last night that the couple I used to work for people I had come to class as friends where retiring

I had worked for these people in their pub real closely for a long time so I had to go and see them and it was nice all their family where there even the daughter who don't speak to me lol (long story, if I was on my bb I'd link it).

There where also some familiar faces

Good times where had by all as well as poignant times it was emotional but fun and the end of an era....

But we saw the night into the morning and the party didn't end til 3am

Yes I have fallen off the wagon

Yes I will get back on

It was worth it

Your a long time gone

L out
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