Well it's my birthday on Saturday and I just can't get into the spirit of it. I don't know if it's because I'm so busy with work which is a good thing ( it really is ) or I'm just not in the mood, probably the latter as I can't get fired up for Xmas although I am going away this year....
I fly on boxing day and I'm due back on the 2nd I'm off out to Spain and I am so looking forward to it.
Well what's new with me?
I have been really struggling with my weight to the point where I lost over 2 stone and now I'm back where I started I was really struggling with binging on junk food it got so bad I sat down to eat two large bags of giant chocolate buttons a large bag of revels And three bags of sweets after a trip to McDonald's where I had consumed a large big mac meal a hamburger and a cheeseburger.
I think the only thing that's stopped me from keeling over is I have been swimming at least 4 times a week
I wish I knew why I have been binging, I don't and I have stopped cold turkey like I did with the smoking and caffeine but that hasn't answered my question?
What's new on the mentalist front well? I'm still mental it's getting so I'm getting better at managing it I know I have to eat well and sleep better and exercise and I'm getting bits of it right with baby steps.
Every baby step I make is a step in the right direction.
What I really need right now is some company I've tied a couple of dating sites and it's all slightly hit and miss and when do you admit to being a mentalist really!
Anyway I'm going to sleep soon which isa miracle this side of midnight 21:46 goodnight
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- L out