Friday 9 February 2007

Updates on the week....

well I was hoping to post a picture of the snow but Im away from my webcam and I can't install the bluetooth driver on this laptop as it doesnt have a pcmcia slot or not an old one anyways so I am trying to install my microsoft bluetooth mouse and use that if i am successful ill update the post with a photo ;)

As for the week oh well interesting is the slant as it always is im gonna have to come up with a new word....

Any suggestions ?

"You" text me last night and we had a 44 text conversation which resulted in me realising I do still have dormant feelings for her and it is obvious they are at some level reciprocated because the texts went on til 130 am an became quite intense at points but I still have to beg the question is it a good idea there is an age difference and at times it can be apparent at others it is not visible or noticable am i the one putting stop to any further action or am i imagining that there is anything in it? Both questions I do not have the answer to right now although I will search for them at some level....

"B" has been very elusive this week which probably means she has herself a temporary playtoy of some description you may be sensing slight aggrevation in my tone but it is not of any depth or strength because I have no right to stand in the way of a situation I am not participating in to any level!

I am sure with time things will get sorted out and with each step and each day I learn a little something else about myself or the situations around me ;)

5 comments:

utenzi said...

Oh my God. You have a very chaotic life right now, Oracle. Women are an interesting bunch. As wonderful as they can be, they sure do complicate things! Best of luck with this situation--you're going to need it!

Michele sent me over to witness the texting aftermath.

Bobkat said...

That's a lot of texts! I suspect there wouldn't have been so many texts sent if there weren't feelings there of some sort on both sides...

It's a complicated situation and I wish you lots of luck in dealing with it! Thanks for visiting my blog adn glad you liked my castle pics.

Paul Nichols said...

I came her from Michele's.

Anonymous said...

hi
the noise inside your head sounds familiar. MTR and I host a site about ADD ADHD and general mental health concerns, come on by. No that will not make you a crazy.
here from michele, yes I AM a crazy.

Anonymous said...

Sounds like you're still pretty conflicted. Good point at the end, some times you just have to keep repeating "this too will pass" to get through things.
Here from Micheles today but I stop by often anyway!