Ok last night I had one of the darkest nights of my entire life it went beyond dark...
I did one of the stupidest things I have ever done.....
Fortunately I made a stupid job of it and I am writing this so its all ok but it woke me up a little bit.....
I am telling you guys about it but I have told no one else
I dont think I will tell you what I did but you can guess by reading the post before this !
I have decided I need to get more work on my tattoo see the link on the left hand side it is of my Alien on my arm I have had a brief siesta from getting work done but I need to get more done asap as it works as a form of therapy for me to see some of the additions go look at my myspace pics for some of the more recent work....
I really don't know what happened last night I just lost the will......
completely.....
Ok I struggled to bring myself out today and hardly spoke and then went and did some work and it kinda brought me round but I arent there yet I know its ups and downs and I appreciate that its gonna take time but last night was so close how do I stop myself from going there again.....
More ink.....
Help.......
How I don't know......
1 comment:
Weren't you seeing a doctor at some point? I recall....
I know you need advice, someone to talk to, and pointed in the right direction. However, I don't think 99.9% of blogworld is capable of helping...but I'm sure you can find someon who can.
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