Where does it go really, time that is? It's Monday already and as far as I can tell without making a list which may or may not prove me wrong I haven't done an awful lot and therefore I feel a little guilty, Although the business appears to be having a healthy Month It doesn't feel like it has been but maybe it's the fruits of my labour from the build up?
It has been encouraging that it appears that while I have been away finding myself I have been missed so that is good, obviously it helped the old ego but besides that its just nice to know there are people out there who appreciate you if only for the smaller things in life.
I have been having quite lengthy discussions with an ex on Facebook of late (Hello yes you know who you are J ) and you know what it's been nice she's married now with 3 kids she had two great boys when we were together she now has a daughter who I am sure is lovely with her husband who I don't know but I'm sure he's a sound bloke but it's great that we can talk and discuss and just chat about stuff.
What it made me realize was that I haven't really apologized to some people since I realized the implications of my illness and I told her I was sorry for being a dick and treating her badly and generally being me and she said I had nothing to apologize for but I feel like I did and it helped it was like another step towards recovery and I want to take the opportunity to apologize to all those people who allowed me to get close to their hearts and emotions and then I treated them badly or in some way hurt them I am, was not totally aware of everything I have done but I am truly sorry for all and any hurt I caused.