Feeding

It might seem a small thing but I cooked for myself tonight
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Message that made me smile

Good evening peeps,
I had the nicest of tweets from @missbritt today.
This got me to thinking I haven't been spending any time on here of late I have been burying myself In work.
On speaking to my appointed welfare officer from the social services I have a plan in place to get myself back on track which appears to be working.
This has me doing a few more things I enjoy for instance I went to the cinema on Friday night to see Night and Day which wasn't as good as I was hoping it was going to be the odd funny scene but dotted with not so funny bits.
Yesterday I went for a walk up a local landmark with my brother for 5 hours which was fun I came back with everything hurting but it was fun :) Then when we got back I cooked a ragu with some fresh egg pasta and parmesan, Mmmm.
Today I popped into the office to pick up a machine and I get a phone call off my youngest brother... "Lee can you come get me and phone the RAC my car has broken down".
That pretty much ran my Sunday fortunately the garage where he had broken down had a Subway and once the RAC turned up and did their awesome job my bro brought my Lunch and I came home.
I now have some bread cooking, some washing on and the dishwasher is mid cycle wow my life has got exciting
At least the cycles have slowed up or it seems like they have :)
Its all about balance it seems
So be good and if you can't be good be careful and if you can't be careful pay cash!
L Out

I think your reading this

This will only make sense to one person so I apologise to the rest of you!

I had a visit on Friday at my current office from the company you have most recently employed I impressed you must have looked under a pretty scabby rock for them...

None the less I reported them to the OFT for ALL of the breaches of their regularity guidelines and I wont be seeing them again!

So.....

NEXT!

Or why don't you give up cus your being completely ridiculous with the information fairy tales are you into now?

Good luck

New member of the Brookes House hold

We have a new member of the Brookes House hold "Holly"

My biz partners mother in law found a cat who had recently given birth with her Kittens in her garden. I was hence forth convinced to adopt the mommy ("Holly")

She arrived fresh from the Vets yesterday after having her 'op' (poor madam)

We made her comfortable in my library with her own 'blankie' her own litter and her own food and water and left her to her own devices to calm down.

I went to check on her a few hours later and she had dissapeared !!!

The cupboard door was open so obviously she was in the cupboard I went to look and oh dear I had forgotten the floorboards are up because of the dodgy heating issue.

So I spent a couple of hours trying to coax her out. She wouldn't come out so I left her be.

I woke up this am at 6 went in to check on her she had been out knocked some things of the shelves eaten some food and use her litter tray so I freshened everything up and again left her to it.

I'm just glad she is ok. Piece by piece I'm sure she will come out and settle down. But for now we really do have a new cat in the "house"

L out
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New blog

I have moved to a new blog peeps, a number of reasons. Moving to establish a new subject matter and lose some of my old followers.

So anyone interested come on over

http://bipolarbearexpress.co.uk

Its possibly going to be a bumpy ride but almost everyone is welcome
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Day so far

I went to a breakfast networking meeting this morning which went well and my mood was up generally good vibe from those meetings -

I got back to the office and my biz partner is a in a shit with me still which I can hardly blame her for as I was a total arse yesterday but her and our sales guy Mike leave on a meeting and the air is tense.

I proceed to over think all afternoon and I am thus confused and irritable

They get back from the meeting and things are calmer and slightly less chilly she calls me an arse tells me she still wants to stab me and things calm a little

She tells me she can't flip her moods like me which is fair enough as she doesn't have my mood disorder and things ease some more.

She leaves on a light note - I think we still have a business
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I'm not sure what to do

What to say here ?

I've been having some really good days recently, my moods have been really settled and and the bad side when I have dropped back off I have been dropping so low its been horrific!

I don't don't whether my moods have actually got low or whether because my moods have settled now when the do cycle it seems so bad?

When I am having a bad day my head feels full of cotton wool, I am irritable for no reason and I don't know why?

I would love to know why or how?

I think I am going to have to sort my eating out I have been eating crap again, also I haven't excersiced in too long.

I have really upset my business partner and myself today and I just couldn't control him. The problem is getting people to understand!

I was really quite ill a few days ago and I think what with the extra weight I have piled on the lack of excersice the excess stress I have been under maybe I have snapped again!!!

It just feels so dark and I feel so alone

Help
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